hard day

today sucks...
i did not think that i would miss her so much.. but i do.. and it pisses me off that i do.
i told myself that i would not all myslef to fell this again.. and here i am.. again!

i tried to keep busy today. i took some hardware over to moms to test it out on a computer that i knew worked. but it was no good. so i have to get a new one...
it is 6.30pm and i have absolutely nothing to do. i wish i had friends...

Next month of the new year

How many of you got your new years resolutions started, let alone actually working on them. I have to say that I have failed miserably. But not to worry. I will get that going soon.